I've Got A Red Belt Around My Mind

A part of you is with me today and I know a part of me is with you. Thank you for being who you are & for making me who I am today.

if only i could tell you what i want to tell you. Can you hear me from up there? If only i can sit down with you one last time and actually listen. let me listen to what you want to say. I promise i wont cut you off. Im sorry for leaving. Im sorry for giving up. If i could take back these last 7 years. I PROMISE I WOULD! just come back . please come back and let me fix it all. I miss you more and more each day.. And knowing that i will never see your face once more, breaks my heart completely. If this is what it takes to have me crying over and over for you, then this is what it is. I’m sorry. Who would have known that you would ever leave this earth.it kills me everyday. I try to get over it all, but your name still remains. The love I had for you will ALWAYS be in my heart. I love you Stephen. I always have, and I always will.

I’ve missed you.